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Homs moon rise over black stone


Chapter 8
how nice to be fly free-to be free when we can see the light shining even through the dark of our dreams.
But dream can’t go for ever.
Just wishes go far from the death .
I opend my sleepless eyes upon lith face.he was standing near me.holding my hand tightiy in his own. I made a hard effort to speake.lith face danced with softly light smile..
“welcom.you are coming back”
how my heart want to escape,only lovely power kept me to go throught peace.
“i can’t escape .you know..you know..”
“haha.deal is deal”
“yes”
how i ask weaving fighiting off wave of nausea.
“how long?how long have i been in dreans”
“some time”
“how long”
“little long time”
“yes.ma soulmat.give up your game.i want ..is it some moons? I feel confused..but..”i sobbed.
“you neednot fence with me how long?”
i breating irregularly and sequeezed my eyes and start waiting for an answer.
Then lith spoke in his eyes.
“five or five too?”i asked
“very much more than that you know”
“more than”
“yes..more”
“many sun rise then”
i shut my eyes tight..and sat looking about me..
“how many weeks?”
“you must be prepared to be surprised?”
“you have fun on me”
“don’t look like that”
“iam dreaming.thats is not nice .this is a big hard joke you have it upon me”
“iam not..you kow me.why you don’t remember”
“why i ask you if i can.”
suddenly l laughed through my tears like a foolish.
When i listen to his joke.
“two months”
how dark and gastly..hopeless my moon swift the clouds night.
“you can’t imagine what it feels like to huge you agains”he whispered with his arms around me.
“then we married at last”
“alovely wedding.and we have a baby too..”
“baby..how..why.. I don’t remember”
“put your hand at your womb ,then you well feel it”
“you are made another joke again”
“no.. It was brain fever.you have to keep quiet..you are getting well again.and you well remember every thing”
“i well try”
But i turned to lith with puzzled eyes
“i wonder..janaa hasn’t been call me..how is she”
lith eyes were in searching
“good than ever.she’s fly away”
“oh..i wonder if she has call me”
“not to my knowledge”
“she hardly ever not call and you don’t know where is she gone.from hiding place incide my brain alovely voice calling me.i can’t quite understand it.wher is..?”
“asmaaa..my love.i think you know that she has passed away.”
“that was the thing ican’t remember.witl you pleace tell me how it happened?i wand you help.iam not a fraid of truth.i am strong now”
“tell me first what you remember”
“the call but i don’t understand”
“you do..you know”
“i do..but why that awful storm..oh poor child noar alhada..”
from my head to foot i was shuddering.
Ther vision apper to me at last and i went speakless.
What afrightful day it was
that befor chrismass day
the door open wide
the light fly away
free i see it free
unconsiciously
hardly belove
that hard whisper nightmare
that hard whisper nightmare
jnaa i miss you…

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Aside

Homs moon rise over black stone


Chapter seven
no wonder..runining.
And the sun near our head and the snow crush softly under our foots.
The suffer come true.
Run and look at the lay rocus.
Look at that snow that has shone for ever.
The white.. The pure.
What rush into the black wall..
The blinding light we accept it.
Was in our laugh and ghastly faces..
Only moment ago i had been feeling in suffer.
My brain is not like what it was there drowsines.
I spoke to Jnaa.. But Jnaa like shadow fly away…
The confusion i can’t express it.
Keep my mind run also.
The snow was enough to cold the wormth.
But the trouble had to care.
I don’t drink
i know that
anumber of children playing along the snow.
I stopped and regarded the artist snow maker.
I wonder what the trap i lore in.
Its strang state.
Jna have run and trun too
with lovely smile and nice dress.
We played with dull that have eyes blue.
In our childhood was true.
We know at all the doors that we have seen.
Like old time that in laugh disapper..
I run too.
Our laugh from childhœd come alive.
I call her and still she run
her golden hair fly like awing in the dream.
From beginning to end
ther’s been the Homs war
i ‘ve understood that
we run away from the war jar.
Tha is so .. At the snow it happens..
No doubt it improve the make ane dream..
The naturally thought has been hot in my brain.
Thought tha hearing an angel voice.
” lived straght
take care of Nour alhuda”
i catch Jnaa and tolked more like old time in privat way..
I ask her”where she was. And where she want to go.”
she recognise my stopdly hungry look to truth.
Like sleep voice slowly her come.
“if you can understand me.noo lose in surpise..
I chang my mind
there was a lot of chang
among other thought
i have run through
i should have
my husbend wait me
there you wired i know you are.
As matter of fact.
I must go with him
nothing has been done else
it wouldn’t be bad stop
just take care of baby.
It wouldn’t bad step.
Just take care
and she vanchid in amagic way.
With her husben offer me goodbay.
And that the snow with my though melt away..

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Homs moon rise over black stone


Chapter six
while the phone play wild symphone , the storm have put around..
How i could bear alone all that.
Wait till the storm pass!
The people run wild in every way.
Shadow of manything also fly ,like thee toke some drug.
Sleeper they wolk around.
I catch someone in fever reply.
That ther gold here around.
Where here i ask more.
No one can ma reply offer.
Then i wolk around.
The mystry of letter found the Sadad vilage place.
In Bible found that name.
There gift like a magic or somthing great.
All search around.
I walk to Karetten city near Sadad vilag be.
The sound of sky ungry reaply.
The rain run in floud eround.
Take the animals and tents and dusts in his way.
That not fun realy not fun.
I don’t want relic or anciant somthing.
I reast in that city look to vistor in vision way.
How to vist Palmira and Alher palace also.but the fear grow more.
The red run down in hesterical mood.
Kill here..kill there ..
More secrem.
Why iam here.idon’t remamber .
Everywhere also was die.
The dust likes dancers or vambire replay.
Have someone led me?
The tomb of my soul with carless dark lay.
Whats the matter?
Why iam here.i want light .the fever of anxity come back.
I had begged the drk to run away.
Moment after moment still i wait.

The warmth of the light sunshine i want.spread everywhere .it was only after that black wall.
No sound of birds.
Iam sure that iam het the storm.
The wind sing over the echo of voices.
The storm was at my mind.
I think i don’t know .but i know.
I heard the voice call me over the ach.
Rising rising rising more.
At open door come the light of sunshine.
My heart told me
ma heart spoke
iam wandering through my dark
in which part i have in
iam motionless
silly art of thing
i think the fog fade over the cure of suffer budy.
Whats the matter?
Give me your hand.
Many hand lay off.
Can someone help me
then at open door come sound sing again.
Abeutfull song.
Tha full with dremas.
From my childhood i know.
That the song we sing at the road to the school.
Oh…Jnaa..Jnaa..
After the door half open.smile to me.
At the snow…
She run
i run after her
and she sing
i calleed her
Jnaa..Jnaa